Some things are just too hard to forget based on some reasons.
This feeling that im having right now is complicated. I am going through a hard time. Sometimes, love just cant get along with you cause you dont know how to appreciate it. I just learnt that. And im learning to not repeat the same mistakes. I am turning over a new leaf. My previous love life sucks. I made the biggest mistake by letting go something that i may never have again. I didnt see what i had until its gone. Its my fault, i know, i let go. But when i came back for you, you just cant take me back into your life. Okay, i get it why you just cant take it. But you dont have to be mean, and treat me this way right ? If you realize, you're making things harder for me.
But im gonna stay strong, and lead a new life. A better one instead. Insyaallah.
Its not easy to let go.
Especially letting go of something that you really love, by force.
But somehow i learn something from it.
People around me keeps on asking me about the relationship he is in right now.
I just dont know what to answer. Okay lah if he's in a relationship. Thats not wrong. And i dont mind. Cause i have nothing with him anymore. Its just me, waiting for him to come back. Thats it.
In order to move on, i gotta be strong to face all these kinds of questions.
And i must say, im getting better.
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