This blog. Ive been keeping it since 2009. So many good and bad memories.
I totally forgot that this blog is still here. I mean, its dead but its still here.
All my nights are no longer the same as the nights where i used to cry myself to sleep. Where i used to think about you day and night.
Ive stopped doing that but tonight, after quite a while, i just think that we've been too far apart. We've been torn apart. & We've been escaping from seeing each other's faces again.
I thought we could just sit on the swing, while the wind blows, and we could just sit and talk again. Spending our time together just like how we used to before we got together. But the same question keep on wandering in my mind. Why cant we do all that? Why do we have to have this kind of feelings? why do we like to hurt ourselves so much?
Even at all if it still hurts you, you should know, it hurts me 10 times more after what you did, after what you said to me and how you treated me.
At least you know that i was trying to get you back. I was trying to make it up for you. But all you did was, hurt me with words. And yet, i still havent gave up.
But now, i finally understand.
Things changed a lot. and we can never to turn back the time no matter how.
Ive been through alot. And what ive been through is all about you.
And i hope you know that.
My heart was shattered into pieces. I could not stop thinking bout you for almost 3 years.
What hurts the most is, seeing you love someone else when im still hurt. The pain was real.
I thought we could just sit on the swing, while the wind blows, and we could just sit and talk again. Spending our time together just like how we used to before we got together. But the same question keep on wandering in my mind. Why cant we do all that? Why do we have to have this kind of feelings? why do we like to hurt ourselves so much?
Even at all if it still hurts you, you should know, it hurts me 10 times more after what you did, after what you said to me and how you treated me.
At least you know that i was trying to get you back. I was trying to make it up for you. But all you did was, hurt me with words. And yet, i still havent gave up.
But now, i finally understand.
Things changed a lot. and we can never to turn back the time no matter how.
Ive been through alot. And what ive been through is all about you.
And i hope you know that.
My heart was shattered into pieces. I could not stop thinking bout you for almost 3 years.
What hurts the most is, seeing you love someone else when im still hurt. The pain was real.
Days has passed.
I have finally decided to look at the bright side and try to take it slowly.
I calmed myself down by writing in a book. By stopping myself from looking at your fb page and everything that reminds me of you.
Deleted the msgs in my phone. And slowly after that, im starting to feel fine.
I stopped listening to sad/emo songs for a while. And that actually helped!
I have finally decided to look at the bright side and try to take it slowly.
I calmed myself down by writing in a book. By stopping myself from looking at your fb page and everything that reminds me of you.
Deleted the msgs in my phone. And slowly after that, im starting to feel fine.
I stopped listening to sad/emo songs for a while. And that actually helped!
Alhamdulillah, i made it through.
You're happy now. And so am i. Even though i am still single, but i gotta admit, i gain so much things, and i am a lot more happier.
You finally found a girl who could put you first. Im glad that you finally found Her.
(:
You're happy now. And so am i. Even though i am still single, but i gotta admit, i gain so much things, and i am a lot more happier.
You finally found a girl who could put you first. Im glad that you finally found Her.
(:
I think the story of your life flows like mine girl..kinda miss the girl i've used to loved...how 'bout ya???
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