" We flirted, we texted, we laughed, we cried, i stayed up JUST to talk to you, i changed for you and you "loved" me for it.. then out the blue you tell me it's over.. noww we don't even talk and everyday i have to convince myself i don't still love you cause i know i do and will always love you :/ ♥ "

Im scared that one day, this might come to us cause im really happy with you now.

Words cannot be trusted 100% right ?

But i love the way you make me feel. Like everyday, i wake up with a smile on face.

And im always smiling even when i look at the sky. I feel crazy sometimes but pfft yeah, thats the truth.

Sometimes when Meysh see me smiling alone, she would say im crazy. Even Syu would say the same thing.

Im not trying to say that Superman is imposing my ex. But, i compare alot. Thats the bad part of me.

Y'know i dont want this to happen, like i dont want my mind to think this way ' He calls me whenever he says he WILL ' or maybe ' He's the most retarded guy ive ever met, and yet i still love him '

Its over and i dont wanna go through it ever again. Ive changed. And im happy with where i am right now.

Feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelin soo flaaai like a geeeeeeeeesix.

xx