When he says

" Oldies say, the more we fight, the more we will love each other "

I feel so small when he said that. I was thinkin, over and over again about what he said.

Cause even I, myself, not sure, what am i going through. What we both are going through.

Yeah, it is really hard. But i just dont know why i feel so numb with you.

Somehow, i feel so stupid to be with a guy like you. But in a way, you really show who you are to me. A boyfriend. Yeah, how a boyfriend should care. BUT, i dont like you controlling me. I hate it.

And must i tell you every single freaking time wherever i go, and with who ?

Then if i didnt inform you about where i went, we'll fight. Yeah. That is sooooo You.

You wont even let me go out with another guy friend. GOSH O.O

I truly dont like it when you're acting as if You're already my husband, but you're Not.

I know, things between us are not stable right now. Hopefully we can fix it as fast as we can.

Cause you know i hate fighting/misunderstandings. Over and over again.

Lets pray for a better one.

Amin

I love you.