Have you ever had this feeling when you love or like someone that it hurts?

Well i do.

Its been a while i live without a boyfriend by my side. It doesnt really bother me. Instead, im free to go out with friends anytime i want. But somehow, it hits me when few of my friends talked about their boyfriends.

I sorta miss how a boyfriend cares about myself when i get hurt, sweet words that can drag me to sleep, warm hugs even tho he's thin and all. yada yada.

I used to like this guy, for like about 2 months. Only him.

I never knew i would fall for him out of thousands of guys out there. I had hopes. He made me put hopes. He promised me that i'll be in his heart someday. We both were in love. But it stopped halfway. I have no idea why. Then we both decided to take things slow. Day by day, we started to feel different. Never knew that the feeling could make us fall apart.

So, i told myself to go with the flow.

And i dont know where did he go. I thank god that i can keep this heart alive. I thank god that i could get over it (:

It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does.

Nothing lasts forever.

Believe in that.