Yay !

Muntazar called me (';
And i smiled wider than ever.
This is heaven.

He's the person who can really really make me smile.

I am currently with Syusyu and Asyiah. Tiga tiga takut nak tengok Erin's blog. :S

HAHA. Ew, its daaaaaaaamn scary la Erin.

Boleh dapat nightmare that can lead to death kot :S

Now we dont dare to open your blog. Haha. Yeah, its that scary.

Im just gonna wait for that post to go down. :D

Haha.

Today is just so amazing (;

I love the feeling that im having right now. Everything feels so calm and safe.

I could hear my heart singing. I could feel the air through my bones.

I get sweet dreams.

Watched Shrek 3 with mom yesterday.

Didnt expect to see an adorable guy at the ticket place (';

Haha. Shrek was funneyh. But i prefer Shrek 2. Its funnier.

Puss gone waaaaaaaaaaaaay fatter. Soo kiuuut (';

catch you laterr

Everything happen for a reason.

Im sorry.

I miss you Ariff.

I get butterflies in my tummy when you say Hi.

When you say Hi, my day would be very very bright. It could make me smile the whole day. (:

Cant you see how crazy love is? Loving you is heaven. Swear to god, its true.

What you got is hard to find. Like, Seriously.

Im gonna keep this feeling safely. Away from danger.

And i wanna dream of you. (;

Why am i so super lazy to study?

Exam is next Thursday and i dont know what am i doin here now.

its Mid Year Exam dude.

:|

I really gotta find the mood to study.

Help me. God.

Wooooah! Finaallllyyy, i get to see Lily Alyssaaaaaa!

She is soooooo pretty now. Grown a lil taller :p

We planned out some outings for the upcoming holiday. Whots. (Y)

And i miss the others );

Go, Go ahead and talk about me. Go. As long as you want. Go

Cause its gonna make me a better person in future. Its gonna make me famous.

You want me to change? Wait and see fcktards.

Im telling you, you dont know me. Dont fcking judge me k. Spoil lah my image. Go ahead. Cause i know you got no freaking dick.

You maybe just made feel like im the worst person ever on earth.

But its proven, that you're the worst. Cause you came into a stranger's life and made it hard for her.

Yeah, you can say im the biggest flirt or whatsoever. At least i know im a better person than you.

Please mind your own business, dick.

Hey stalkers, fakers, hypocrites

(Y)

I was surprised when i checked my blog. I saw few comments in the chatbox.

Dont you guys have any better name to put there? Dont you guys have a life or other better things to do than cari pasal dengan orang?

Why so tak puas hati? Im not gonna layan you. Seriously. You people are stupid fuckass. Lifeless to be exact.

If i layan you people, im just the same. Im not gonna be stupid like you guys. Immature macam sial.

heels: wtf? every post is sssooo emo about a guy and its a diff name. kau batak lelaki ah. dah la suka gayut kat bf org. heyy, slut, pls change

People talk. They talk bad about others, They curse others. I cant change that cause thats reality.

Im gonna make things clear alright?

Aiman Zal Ariff. I will always talk about him because he is my bestfriend. I'll love him no matter what. You have no rights to say i keep on talking about different guys. Fck your life weh.

You are nobody to say that. You know nothing. NOTHING. So dont you simply linger around and talk shitz about me. Bodoh lah kau. Seriously.

Like i said, i dont express everything on my blog. Aku tak lifeless macam kau.

Maybe certain people write everything on their blogs. But not ME.

Stop acting like a pussy. Please ? Out of my blog k. Out of my life.

Letme show you the way, incase you dont know. Press the red button on top of your screen, on your right. The one with the X sign. Great. You;ve seen it. Now press it, and dont ever come back. Cause i dont keep trashes in my blog.

I'm nice to everyone. But not to those who create shits in my life.

(:

May you find a great life after this.

Amin. Jaga mulut. Who knows someday, mulut tu terbakar ?

Have you ever had this feeling when you love or like someone that it hurts?

Well i do.

Its been a while i live without a boyfriend by my side. It doesnt really bother me. Instead, im free to go out with friends anytime i want. But somehow, it hits me when few of my friends talked about their boyfriends.

I sorta miss how a boyfriend cares about myself when i get hurt, sweet words that can drag me to sleep, warm hugs even tho he's thin and all. yada yada.

I used to like this guy, for like about 2 months. Only him.

I never knew i would fall for him out of thousands of guys out there. I had hopes. He made me put hopes. He promised me that i'll be in his heart someday. We both were in love. But it stopped halfway. I have no idea why. Then we both decided to take things slow. Day by day, we started to feel different. Never knew that the feeling could make us fall apart.

So, i told myself to go with the flow.

And i dont know where did he go. I thank god that i can keep this heart alive. I thank god that i could get over it (:

It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does.

Nothing lasts forever.

Believe in that.

Hello World. Zzzzz.

Its thursday. And i didnt go to school. Wee.

School's getting boring-er and boring-er. So is the weather. Its killing me. Soooooo freaking hot.

Its been a long time since i spend my morning at home. Like seriously, Morning.

I woke my sister up, and we send her to taylor's.

Then accompanied my mom to Subang. ;D

Had a deep conversation with mom.

Who do you think you are ?

Huh ?

Wow, my ex is friends with Harvind, and they're in the same class. Howwwww awkward.

Him and his Bob Marley. Psh. There will be no ending i tell you. His hair is now like Bob Marley's. Wooots!

He has been telling me that ive changed.
I know. Compared to last time, we were both soo close. We used to fight with sweet corny words. How i wish i could turn back time.
I changed because of some reason. I cnt help myself. I loved you too much till it hurts so bad. I cant help myself crying everynight for you. But all i can say is, you're the first guy that gives me the world. You gave me your shoulder. You make me laugh with evey single thing you say even tho it doesnt make any sense.

I appriciate every single thing that you did for me.
I miss you, Asyraff Muntazar (;

Cause i really miss you

Hello, Hi

Been a while didnt update my bloggie.

Ive been spending lots of money nowdays even more than Aisha. Hihihi

Ive been going out for one whole day since Thursday.

I feel guilty. Cause my mom keeps on complaining.

But i can say, life is great so far. Ive been having fun with loved ones.

On friday night, Is picked us up from the club house. Went safa, minum minum then chow with Zahin.

I swear to god, i almost killed everyone in the car including Sharma who was riding his motorbike at the back of us.

Zahin was the one to be blamed :p

He let me steer.

Sooo, yesterday, I went out with Aisha and Qis to get some clothes. Im fcking broke k. Its freaking sad. ):

There were so many people in One Utama. My baby Ariff was there too. I hanged with him for a lil while.

Honestly, i cant really stand looking at his body. It makes me feel .. ULALA. Haha.

He got a bigger biceps now. And his 6 packs. Which makes him a hug-able person <3

My hug-able lil monster.

At night, there was a showcase at the club house. It was fun. 12 bands performed.

I was so damn freaking tired. But Yana's story woke me up! Its eeeeerriieeeee and scaaaaaaaaaryy.

This morning, erin called me up saying that she's in front of my house.

Didnt take my bath, washed up my face, teeth. And straight away keluar. Woh, penat. Too penat.

And today is Mother's Day ! :D

Mommmmmmeyh, I love you. Thank you so so so much for everything. No other woman can replace you.

Happy Mother's Day ((:

I'll update soon (;