I seem to get weaker, day by day. Not because of him, or anyone else.

My back hurts often, I easily get tired, my eyes go ever more sepet-er,

im getting lazier yada yadaa.

Today, i did not go to school. Mom knocked the door few times, but i didnt open.

Usually, i would open it by the first time she knock my door.

When i opened my door, i couldnt stand still, as if im gonna fall. So i went to bed and wrapped myself under the blanket. So, my mom said, i can stay at home if i dont feel well. and I decided to rest.

Today, I woke up at 7.43 am, then i slept back until 9.30 am. Then 10.50 until 11.20 am. Next, 2. something till 4 something. After that 5 till 5.30

The efffffff man ?

Sakit.

A lil shout out to my dear friend, Shafiq Murad

Happy Birthday my dear (':

Have fun being 16 alrite. Take caaareeeeee.