One day we're like that. And now, our relationship is having a lil gap in between.

I love you so much. I don't want to ever lose you. Every text i received, i wish it was you. Asking How am i, telling stories about your school, your outings. It used to be that way. But now, things arent that fun anymore. Serious, serious and serious. Everything were cool between us.

he thinks this way ;

- i ditched him

- i ignored him

- i dont care about him anymore

- i treated him bad

Well, i know things arent that fine between us right now. But i know we could always fix it. We always can. We could always solve things properly. I love you. You know that, we both know that we both love each other. I care about you. Like .. alot. More than almost everything. But sometimes, you're too stubborn. I cant help it.

It has always been me, to give and take, me to inform you this and that. A relationship wont work if only one person is trying hard. And it hurts me when you're starting to get harsh with me. I dont like it. I know that we're bestfriends, but somehow, there's a jealousy feeling in me, when i see you can be just fine with other girls.

Okay, i dont really mind about the girl thingi, but its the fact that, you're different with them and me.

Perhaps we've been close friends for quite a long time huh? But we should be even more closer.

I really really miss things between us. I miss the way you strum your guitar for me, sing with me, your silly jokes that could make me laugh till i get stomach ache, the fatherly attitude. Everything, ariff.

I dont wanna lose you. Because i depend on you a lot. Im sorry if ive offended you. Now, i wanna make things right.

Aiman Zal Ariff, i love you a lot.