God, i tried and still trying to stop thinking about you, day and night.

I keep dreaming about having you again. Which is impossible. Where are you?

Todaaaaay, i saw many people that i know on FB at Perfection. I had extra class today, same goes as the form threes. Nothing much to talk about. But i feel like letting something out of my chest. Im just not so sure what is it.

My mood was greaaaaaaaaat. Absolutely great. Really. And some bastard came and spoiled it.

I am super tired. Gotta do the house chores, since takda bibik kan. Elder sis got class, third sis langsung takboleh harap, forth bro, hampeh, mmg tak boleh. So theres only me who could really do the house chores and whatsoever. Supposedly pergi Sunway, ice skating with Ariff. But fck, canceled. Ive got stuffs to do, mom's not free. And Ariff gotta go for a surprise party.

So the plan has been changed on this sunday. Maybe? On Saturday going to Shah Alam with Erin's family for Skytrex. Mom and my sister will be there as well. But masalahnya, apesal taknak confirm on what day nak pergi? In the end mesti my plan must be canceled. Grr. Very Frustrating. VERY.

Tadi Aisha went out for dinner with Qis and Naressa. I forgot to remind her to make sandwich for dad before he comes home. Tengok tengok, dia tiba tiba nak keluar dinner. Yang aku lupa nak remind. shoot. gaaahhh.

So me, myself is like fck cause lupa jugak to prepare the sandwich. Then my dad balik. Rush to the kitchen and prepare the sandwich.

Tiba tiba mom called. She was like, why didnt you tell aisha to prepare the sandwich. I said i forgot. And she was pissed she said no more outing! waaataaafaaak. ):

But at least i made 5 pairs of sandwiches in like about 10 minutes kan. -__-'

Erin has a much more bigger problem actually. I feel sorry for her. Hope you're feelin better. I wonder what are you doing right now, cause i know how much it hurts. Get better soon, dont be too sad (:

I love you baby

Bad day.

Ariff, i need you now.