this is what i get

it feels like i have blood all over my body, my face, god is it that bad ? why ?
i loved you along time ago, and i've never stopped
i guess i only realized a good thing when its gone, but why ?
it kills me, please dont hurt me
forgive me for everything, but people change, and I DID NOT DUMPED YOU !
why must people think that way ?


last night was the bestest conversation ive ever had with you so far, i mean since we broke up, we've never laugh together after that, never. you hated me dnt you ?
you brought back all the memories last night
you lied, you said you've forgotten them all,
but the truth is, you didnt

' sayang, cantik tak my converse ? '

' yeaaah, cantik. i like it '

' okay, you can put me down now '

' no, i wont '

' ah, pleaseee, i dont want people to see us like this '

blablabla

' yes, i love you '

' i love you too '

he hugged me, kissed my forehead grabbed my hands and walk

i couldnt tell how much i miss you and stuffs

i couldnt tell how much i want you, i'll love you better

i know i did very bad before, but give it a try hun

i cant stand it, it hurts too much,

help me, cure my heart

i know how much it hurts when you were chasing me and i didnt say a thing at all

i know, i totally understand

forgive me,

( a random question )

What do you really want to have now ?

i asnwered, him and his love, that's enough. i must say more than enough