' i see it coming. but i didnt wanna think about it,

my dad was so sick. and when i heard the beep, i closed my ears. i didnt wanna hear that, i closed my eyes, i didnt wanna see. so i ran outside. and hoping when i got back in the ward, to see that the beep was a mistake. some disconnected or something. but it wasnt. my dad passed away. i dont know what to do '

- ayesha halima

well, ayesha halima is my cousin .. um .. distance cousin.

and yet, we're so close. i love her alot. just like a sister. even people all around us keep on saying we look alike.

she's the only child of Aunty Shim and arwah Uncle Faris Ismail.

arwah had cancer.

and now, her only dad is no longer with her. Allah loves him.

he's gone. and now left only herself and her mom.

i swear to god, i really love their family.

their family are so kind, loved by everyone.

i know how it feels like losing a dad. especially when you're really really really close to him.

insya-Allah, his soul will be blessed. many people dreamed about arwah before he left.

even my third sister did. he was in white.

time flies so fast

al-fatihah.