are you there ?

' did i disappoint you,

or let you down?

should i be feeling guilty,

or let the judges frown.

cause i saw the end,

before we'd begun '

' it may be over,

but it wont stop there,

i am here for you,

if you'd only care'

' and as you move on,

remember me,

remember us

and all we used to be '

i cant keep this to myself any longer

and if i could, i would tell the whole world how much i love you

how much i wanted you to stay

i always wanted to know, how do you feel now

but i didnt even get the chance to talk to you

i tried everything, i've been addicted to you

i couldnt stop thinking about you

why are you doing this to me ?

why are you treating me like this ?

what did i do ?

where did i go wrong ?

Today

i went to school, to help em' with the audition

and we ended up playing/singing songs with leysha's guitar, cam whore,

its so good to sit down with my cheerleaders again

oh by the way,

i learnt how to play ' your call - secondhand serenade ' with guitar

so awesome

but i gotta improve in strumming the guitar i guess ?

so i cant wait for the next practice

cause i cant wait to sweat again (:

' and i still hold your hand in mine,

in mine when im asleep,

and i will bare my soul in time '

iloveyou

&

iloveyoutooTysonRitter