oh please, you're not that GRAND

i am angry, the anger took over me, so i am so sorry for my words ((: its your fault anyways, right ?
thank god i didnt use all in red colour

what the craap happened to you idiot ?
you were nice at first, stupid me, to believe in all that

excuse me, you're telling me all that,
please, mirror yourself, you're not that rich or grand as well (:
do you realize that ?
NO ?

ohhh let me tell you more.
I just want you to know that, some single girls, just wanna have fun liking dudes puposely
so i guess thats me (:
do you get what i mean ?
sometimes, we're bored of being in a relationship, so we tend to, like dudes, PURPOSELY.
i admit,
sometimes,
i will only have a crush on a guy for like about 2 hours, few days, or just FEW MINUTES.
so, takpayah lah, awaak nak perasan sangat(:
i suka you suka suka je kay ?
if you nak i suka you betul betul, haha, MAKE ME.
but i wont fall your SWEET LOVING CARING, DROP DEAD MELTING words again.
i dnt want to think , like you're just the same as you're friend tu.
you know who.
(:

I am sorry for all of the such hurting words.
i didnt mean to, HAHA
dnt ever think that i cant be bitchy, i know laah, i used to be a bitch. weee

Anyways, forget that.
Oh yeah, people, my sister said MTV WORLD STAGE was increditbility aweesome shiiit.
missed it that i didnt get to go, no ticket ):
well, thats okay, i stil have next timeeee :D
weeee

i watched this video,
got this from alef's youtube.
i just feel like crying for not being thereeeee
)':