fafa, still not over it ?

I found this old post on my myspace blog (':

I dnt know why i posted this.

I guess im a lil too not ever it ?

Its been A year and A month Farieda, why arent you so over it yet ?

* It could be hard for me cause you know honey, with you i feel so comfy, and loved enough. and you made me feel so down-to-earth. How can i ever let go those ?

I was hoping that things get back together, I was wishing that there's still a door for me to go in and make a party inside it and make you happy everytime ,Im still hoping to hear yr voice every night before i close my eyes, If only i could hear you sing for me again, it would be perfect. But its fate that i couldn't forget you, Im happy with my life now, Im happy and proud of what you have now, Its just that i still cant let you get out of my mind . Er, if i were given a chance to have you back, ahhaa, i think i would keep you inside my heart, and make you stay here with me. Haih, what can i do, to deserve you in my life ? I wnna get over with all this, im just tired, (: I was wondering, will these feelings stay or it'll fly away one day ?If its gnna fly one day, i wnt it to be fast so that i wont love you this much nemore, (': I can say that im over you . But deep inside ? I dnt think i am. I really wnna get over you, so it wont hurt me so much, but what can i do ?

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong

That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

I am nothing now and it's been so long

Since I've heard the sound,

the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing me a song and i'll sing it back to you

I could sing my own but what would it be without you?

* i feel so happy that we chatted just now, double happier cause you greeted me first ((: