bad news

yesterday morning,

i didnt get to stay up until 6 as usual, Cause i was so tired

i was awaken by Ariff sweetheart.

obviously, he wakes me up like, everyday

thanks dear.

but today, he woke me up with a very shocking msg.

i jumped off my bed, i sat down and i read the msg again

it says :

' shafiq's dad passed away just now. ;( '

I was speechless for a moment, i shook my head, and recite al-fatihah in my head, for 3 times

Then i went down to have my so-so-early breakfast, haha, sahur lah !

after i ate, i texted ariff, i said i feel sorry about that and blabla.

i continued sleeping.

i woke up around 10 ?

i took my bath and tried to do something to kill the boredom

around 1.20 p.m, Ariff called, me.
i was preparing to go out that time,

he said he's bored.

he was waiting in the car at petaling jaya.

i asked him, shouldn't him be at shafiq's house ?

he answered :

' ohh, jenazah belum sampai ' - ariff

' whaa? jenazah daari mana ? ' - farieda

' oh, his dad was on the flight when he passed away. he was on the way from China to Malaysia ' - ariff

' ohmygod, kesiannya ' - farieda

' tu lah, dah lah shafiq rapat gila with his dad, bawak ayah dia pegi clinic, makan, memang manje lah dgn ayah dia ' - ariff

my heart feels so sad and touched

even tho i've met him once. and dnt know him that much

but still, i can imagine how does it feels like.

losing a Father is like losing your heartbeats, especially when you're so close with him.
i am sorry to hear that shafiq.
be strong .

al-fatihah to Datuk Ismail.