Why am I like this now ?

Why do i always feel left out nowdays ?
Why do i always feel like crying nowdays ?
Why do i always feel so tired easily now days ?
Why do i fake my laughs nowdays ?
Why do i fake my smiles nowdays ?
why dont i talk as much as i do before ?

Why is Farieda like this ?
Where are you Farieda ?
I want to be the old Farieda.
Who never stops talking,
Who never ever fake her smiles,
and what so ever ?

Maybe im having lots of stuffs on my head at the moment.
I think i just gotta rest.
But i just cant.
Things, problems, keep on coming.
Perhaps, I'll get better soon?
I hope so,
I just dont know whats the problem am i having.

gaah, Farieda,
smileeeee ?
:D TADAAAAAAA
-___-'

Go farieda go !
You can face it baby !


*buhbyee,
loves, fafa.