Now im left to forget about us.

We were so strong, but something went wrong.

And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned.

A part of me is ready to let go. Im scared that i might ended up hating you. I can see that coming.

But thats not how exactly i wanted it to be. You cant blame me on everythng, you're the reason why im facing all this.

You cant just keep on thinking im the Bad Guy. I made an effort to make things back to normal. But you, just keep on being You as always?

Well sometimes its better to leave everything hanging rather than hurting yourself trying to fix everything.

" He broke you down to the point where you didn’t think that you’d ever be happy again, unless he gave you happiness. But, remember one thing, he also gave you the strength you needed to build yourself back up. And one day, you’ll thank him for hurting you, because that helped you to get even stronger and to just let him go. "

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Pejam celik pejam celik, its May now.

Wowzers.

May 29th is coming soon. You have no idea how much that date mean to me.

I understand the fact that you're so hurt.

But do you really have to do this ? It wont get you anywhere.

All i want is, to have a good friendship with you again.

I learnt from our past. A relationship could spoil everythng that we have. And dont want that to ever happen again.

I just feel so empty. And that ant nice.

I could feel a huge difference in me.

After all, i dont expect things to be the same now.

Time flies, people change. Not everyone stays the same.

Everyday, i keep on trying to stay strong cause ive gone through so many days without you till now.

Though i stll cry myself to sleep, i still know, you are happy with where you are now.

Im truly sorry for making you feel this way. I really am.

My hubby, 21st April 2011