For once, I want to talk to you again, just like the old times. Sighhh.

All i want you to know it, i really miss you.

" And no matter how many times i tell myself that Im better off without you, a part of me just wont let go "

You know, the feeling of whether to stay or just let go is always there in me.

I cant seem do decide til now.

What exactly do you want from me ?

You think by doing that would piss me off ? Funny.

You're such a fool. You dont have your own stand. & 2 faced. Losahmahfooockah.

Enough already. I get the fact that you dont have friends. Haha so yeah, go ahead lah continue hating people like you got no life. All you do is hate hate hate hate random people. And in the end, you ended up being friend with em' cause you got no fooorkin friends. Nice man. Nice.

Today i had my Percubaan Merentas Desa. Its a sad thing that Meyshna wasnt there with me throughout the whooole thang. 7 goddamn freaking kilometers alright. That aint easy for an un-fit person like me. T__T

Well at least i have Syusyu, Eleena, Erin & Elisa with me. Oh honestly, i rather run with form fives, and form fours & those freakin rempits that had never actually open their mouths as bad as form ones and form twos.

Hey hello ! What did you say you my friend when she run faster than you ? ' Gampang gila, potong lah, potong '
Then another thang, i forgot.
The hell man ? Where's your manners and respects ? Who asks you to walk slow macam ayam ? Lembab macam apaaa entah. Dah la pakai tudung. Is that how a girl with tundung supposed to act ? You should watch your mouth. Really.


Mhmm Mom is cooking my favourite food for dinner. How am i supposed to face that ?
I burned tonnes of calories after "running" around the town for 7 kilometers. My goodness. Running is not really my thing anymore ever since i entered high school. :/


right, see yah soon.

Have no idea how can that lil awkward moment made me smile till now. Pshftfaljfdajf.

At least now i know that im not alone.

' Let yourself free from the memories or you'll never see a better one coming ' -Mike Edward.

I was really happy this morning. So i brought down my guitar, sat on the sofa and played the song ' I swear This Time I mean It by Mayday Parade ' to my dad. He seemed to be very impressed. Heheh.

I left my guitar on the sofa. Cause i wanted to go online. 15 minutes after, i heard him playing with my guitar! Oooh first time everr. But he wasnt playing with it seriously.

I would looove to play piano after im pro with this piece of wood.

& i am currently waiting for my dad to buy me a new phone. Yes that C3.

I love you Abah.

xx

Your chest used to be the most comfortable place for my head, whenever im down. & i really miss that.

Mhmm things wont always stay the same, things change. I knoww.

What is wrong with me?

No one could ever make me feel like you do.

Screw it. Im better off this way. Without or with you. I just need to fcking get you out of my mind.

THATS ALL ALRIGHT? I just fxcking wanna get over you.