We'll be alright

Hi hey hello bloggie.

So tell me how long did i leave you abandoned ?

This is year has been really good so far. Its just that school is too tiring. Super tiring.

Im surprised that i just realized im in 2011.

There are few things that i intended to change, but i just feel like im not changing anything.

This year, I should throw away things that hurt me. But the things that hurt me, are the ones i cant forget. Hard to forget.

I wanted to see a huge difference in me in this year. With god's willing, i will.

A better person indeed. Since im sitting for my "pmr" and im not sure if i could cover up everything. Im feeling very worried naaaw T_T

My mom keeps on telling me that this year, is not the year that i could take things for granted. She wanted me to be serious in studies.

I dont know what else to say. Or maybe im just not into blogging anymore.

x

To fall inlove in not easy. Especially when you need to have faith and trust.

I thought that i could forget about my past, and stop comparing other guys with my previous ex boyfriend, especially when im with you. Yeah, that worked a lil. I cant wait for you. Im just so sick and tired of waiting. Why should i wait anyway? If you want me, if you love me, you would make an effort to make it happen. But you only say words that can describe how much you love me, but you dont actually make an effort to make it happen. Probably you're not the one. And now, this is the reason why i'll keep on comparing.

I thought, that im starting to love you hard, but i should probably think twice. I can never understand you. I tried. But i just cant.

Its good to see that you had something, that made you smile all along, but it hurts to see when its no longer yours.

xx