Im stll here, breathing.

For all i know, i am still trying my very best, to talk to you.

Its not easy, i know.

Open your eyes and see.

Lift your head up, and see what im doing for us to be good.

It was never easy. But i have no idea, why am i still trying.

I almost gave up for many reasons. But i still look for one reason to stay.

xxx

You will only realize how much I was there for you, only when I'm gone.

I miss you dude. I really do.

xx

A Flying Worm !

Pictures of the sleepover will uploaded soon ;)

Oookay, so how do we start this ?

Tania did a sleepover. Yes, sleepover. With 14 girls.

I didnt expect to see 14 girls over there. I thought it would be like around 8-11 .

But hell yeah, it was super fun. I had a great time with all the girls. Even though they still make noises when some of us are asleep :P

All ze' prank calls and foods.

Like, they play guitar, camwhore, eat marshmallows and do Chubby Bunny :P Oooh we watched The Last Exorcism (Y) and eat loooosta candies.

But alaa i wasnt there when they were doing the Chubby Bunny.

Arif Aizuddin called me, and i went to the other living room to talk to him. And i missed the Chubby Bunny thing :/

Anyway sooo, Hanis, Sha, Mars, Farah & Me stayed up. We were planning on not to sleep. Including Mel.

But hah so much of not sleeping huh Mel :P

She slept earlier than us. And then Me. I was tooo sleepy so i slept on the couch.

The next morning, i was awaken by Hanis ' Wake up wake up everbody ' voice . And its 9 in the morning.

Wow i slept for only 3 hours (Y)

We bath and went safa at 12 for breakfast.

Planned to play bubbles buuuutt it was raining.

We sing again and again until our parents came and pick up up.

We dont do lots of activities cause it was raining. Though we did not do many activities, we still know, a day with 14 girls are more than what we've expected (:

xxo

Jealous much huh ?

I think im starting to like you. And im just so scared that i would get myself hurt again.

I better not to take the risk this time. I better ... not ? :/

I think i should know that we're good this way. Maybe we should stay this way ?

But im starting to think about you. And thats really bad for me. I dont want this is happen again.

Im sick of it. Like seriously, I really am.

I should take my bath now.

xx

Havent been blogging alot lately. I need to get back the spirit of blogging ! Ngeh.

Alright. I sleptover Erin's house on Friday night. Her mom wanted to bring me along to a wedding somewhere in Rawang, on the next day, which is on Saturday.

Its really fun hangin out with your girl with some serious talk about life and love life(ofcourse) till mornin. Yes, like, we slept right after we heard the Azan Subuh. Which we know, we shouldnt be awake till that late. Cause we need energy for the wedding. Gotta help this and that.

Well y'know girls when they talk, they can hardly stop.

The wedding was absolutely fun. I met her cousins. Hehehehehohohaha :B

Well, some of em' knows me cause umh y'knoooww, Erin drags me to where ever she goes.

We karaoke-d ramai ramai. Helped her mom with the flower girl's stuffs. It feels so niceee.

I was being treated as a family member as well. (':

I had fun. Really. (:

xx

Ohmaigod. Cant believe im only 14 and i steered !

I mean, i drove a car. Like seriously ? Im happy that i did quite well *coughs* even though its my very first time.

I was guided by my buddy Izrai. I guess thats fair enough that i get to steer and he gets to see me after lots of time complaining that its been so long since we last met.

And i still cant over the fact that I drove very well. ( being perasan for a while ) .

And would looove to do that again. (:

xx

Hey hi hellos. (:

Soooo, on Wednesday i had enough of babysitting Erin's lil cousin and also her lil brother :P

It was quite fun though even though .. *coughs Im not really good with kids.

We watched Rapunzel. And i swear to god, i wanna watch it again. I love love it.

Been meaning to watch Narnia. Andd i watched it with Syusyu just now. It was incredibly awesome. Cause im sorta a Narnia fan. Gotta admit, Caspian looks damn freakeeeeng handsome. He's soo Oooohhlala.

Anyway, i had fun with Syusyu today (:

Met her *coughs* friend and also met Baim, again.

xx

Oh wow. It has been soo long.

Right. My holidays arent as good as i expected it to be. We're just gonna go to Kerabi soon.

Todaaay, i spend my whole day with my family. Ooh you have no idea how its been.

My cousins came and my mom decided to bring them to the Zoo since my little brother and my nephew wanted to see their favourite animals. And they've been asking for it since early of the year.

And sooo we went there. We totally had fun. We were there for like about 4 hours.

Went back homeeee and we alll sleeeeep.

Kaaaaaaaaay, i dont feeeel likeeeeee typiingggg anymore.

xx

And i guess, im already addicted to tumblr.

Visit my tumblr ; youshowmehow.tumblr.com

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